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Posted by: zleepieEm Original: 10/12/2004 8:34 PM Views: 90 Comments: 45 eProps: 76 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

im tired of beinq me. people crackinq jokes makinq wronq comments about me&mytits&myass and motherfuckerss im sick of it. really it may seem funny to you but fuck u, u dont know how many morninqs i wake up wantinq to be in someone else`s body. i dont want to deal with the quys. i dont want to deal with the stares, the pokes, the sneaky lil up&down glances, and the rare but common ass slaps. im tired of walkinq down 86th street knowinq that some quy is qonna come up to me. u dont think it bothers me but it does. i envy the nerds cus they will never have to put up with this until later. u see me and all u see is tits&ass. im more than that and too bad u will never know.

ive been wantinq to say this for a while. dont take it personally

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ur right. some guys are so shallow its degrading.

Posted 10/12/2004 8:42 PM by lilstar765 - reply

hell yea, u tell em! Guys suck! They touch me too, fuckin ass and tit grabbers. wait a minute....that cant be right... :P youll never see lenny doin that stuff.

Posted 10/12/2004 8:45 PM by KingLennyThe1st - reply

oh yea, and good luck on PSATS if ur takin em

Posted 10/12/2004 8:46 PM by KingLennyThe1st - reply

heh ... its good to let it out ...

Posted 10/12/2004 8:46 PM by Ace_Newbie211 - reply

hahaha kuz emilys sexy its jus the scum around ur neighborhood probably you jus gotta get away from all that... it bugs me too i know what u mean... it dont amke u feel pretty.. u feel disGUSTing! xT well i think ur sexy cuz of ur insides, u and ur sexy intestines ssSsss haha love you!

maDd wuBb<33*

mwahs xOox~
-deBzz*

Posted 10/12/2004 8:50 PM by anonymous - reply

i think in a way, when i walk down 86th street, i'm expecting some rude comment from some random dude because i guess i know that they really dont know any better. what i dont understand is why... what these guys are doing to qirls is the same thing as what another guy would be saying to his sister, or gf for that matter. damn dumbforks >=\ i'm glad you let that outt though emily. feel betterr<3

Posted 10/12/2004 8:51 PM by ashaleyyx3 - reply

Honestly you know what i think? If anyone says or speaks that to you again....fucking rant back at them....don't let them push you around....speak your words out...it'll make you feel better. If people just isolate their feelings inside....they're like a ticking time bomb....ready to blow any moment.

Just my opinion but hopefully things will get better for you soon.

Posted 10/12/2004 8:57 PM by Bloodlust7980 - reply

hey now, don't yearn to be ugly/nerdy. I'm sure the same is said by nerds.

Posted 10/12/2004 9:05 PM by CaKaLusa

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wait is that what you think they're thinking abt. wow. nd i thought i was shallow. no offense. but if you really dont like ppl looking at you like that then dress in baggy clothes or something. and let ppl see the real you without the societal norms that we've all grown acostumed by. but wait. a little attention is nicee. its just avoid those perverted guys driving cars hollering at you. ahaha

Posted 10/12/2004 9:07 PM by AzNpWiNcEzZ - reply

r most guys like that? think im just a lil too different from other guys...

ppl (of both sexes) decide they like to touch me >.<

Posted 10/12/2004 9:22 PM by fwezynx88 - reply

my friends make comments too. I hate it. They are so cool about it not thinking it affects me... i wonder why i have such low self esteem then. oh well.

Posted 10/12/2004 9:22 PM by Nightflame731 - reply

well....everyone hates something about themselves. you're complaining that people are knowing you for your breast and butt...but some girls are envious that they dont have those physical traits. why does everyone have to be so greedy and never appreciate with what they have? i'm sorry I sounded offensive...

and cally is right...if you dont want anyone to grab or smack your butt, then dont dress like you want people to do it. these thing are preventable you know.

Posted 10/12/2004 9:31 PM by Chiniore - reply

=X well....i dont think that

xJrTx

Posted 10/12/2004 9:42 PM by DaRkNeSs66 - reply

you deleted my comment :'( pssh w/e

Posted 10/12/2004 9:52 PM by R3N0 - reply

emily emily emily not everywun dinks of yu like datt fer example sumwun called mast`Ress dinks yur e.m.i.l.y. e fer excellent ; m for mature ; i fer innocent ; l fer lovely smile ( see its NOT ass ;D ) ; and y fer yellow hahas we azn ppls and our ugly skin so nways i see a lot more to yu dang yu dink i see yu as the grl datt cares bout me i so rememeber the time wen i or yu cried and it wus each others shoulder we needed wow i felt man-lyy im glad i met yu now we jus neeeda play another game of TWiSTER and umm... show sum yellow skin nope not ass =')

Posted 10/12/2004 9:53 PM by anonymous - reply

ohh and i dink wen yu say ppls staring yu mean those middle age mexs datt cant get nwun omfggg i hate dem everytime i walk past dem wit my frends we yell out bitch or poke guy and dey`re like o.O we needa do datt it`ll make yu feel better mwahahahahahas*

Posted 10/12/2004 9:55 PM by anonymous - reply

hope you feel better

Posted 10/12/2004 10:00 PM by Ace_Newbie211 - reply

i agree!! those stupid middle age mexs and jackarses! and must die and i gave them my stare for they were looking at my gf and then they looked like they were scared of me and i felt proud LOL =P
and im pretty sure not all boys are like, but you should always take in mind, all boys nomatter what they say are in someway perverted and shall look at you in ways of such.. mhhmmm, i tried very very very very hard not to do such thigns like this but it still happens and then i yell at myself for doing so o.O and then my friends say its NORMAL and i go nahuh!

Posted 10/12/2004 10:05 PM by Mibu_Kyoshiro - reply

ohhh yeahhhh superman jia to the rescueeeeee swoosh

Posted 10/12/2004 10:43 PM by anonymous - reply

dude dont worrieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i kno theres more to u den just physical things. its whats inside that counts -=]

Posted 10/12/2004 11:16 PM by btempest2002 - reply

grl... if u dunt want pplz starin at u, wear baggy big clothez lyk me. do sumthin bout it

Posted 10/12/2004 11:18 PM by x_monkeyxfish_x - reply

itss okay.. lettinq it out is qood [=
feel betters emily

Posted 10/12/2004 11:47 PM by sw3et_kisses - reply

hey,
THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS
*shakes fist like old person*
-Alejandro

Posted 10/13/2004 12:33 AM by Xeroxedass - reply

this only happens to the sexy few of us, Em. don`t take it so badly.. you have to hold up ur rep as the SexySecretary for the DDR Club (notice the informal advertisement xD).

fuck those perverted bxtches !!

and.. b&w pics are mad sexy... now our xangas kinda match xD